LILGOOFY

Exploding thoughts run through my mind like journal pages some blank and some lined Suicide, Love, and Pain A secret life of falling rain I think the good things, I think the bad And of the knife my poor hand had I see the blood and feel no pain I think to myself...am I insane? What was this life, this life I had? All The Sad Things, all the bad? All the tears I've cried and shed. My Life inside, it's all dead I'm thinking through, but Am i thinking right? I give up...I dont wanna fight The blood drips down onto the floor Oh no please...no more I Feel the pain, the knife seeps through All this pain I had no Clue My Mind

I'm done with your games I'm done with your lies I'm done with all the times you made me cry On my list of what I gotta do My very first one is to forget about you And you don't want me so who you tryin to fool? It makes it really hard when I see your face How can I forget you if I see you everyday? Reminiscing on the days we used to chill and kick back I be yearin for you girl i want you so bad I did all these lil things jus to get your attention But now you gotta man I guess I wasn't a selection I was looking for your affection While your looking for perfection You man ain't all that great so why you keep pretending? But I'm

I wanna be happy but it doesn't exist, In a life like mine, I wanna be missed. I think it would be better if I was dead, Either a knife to my heart or a bullet to my head. It saddens me to think of this shit, But what can I do if everyday I'm living like this. I think of dying like all the time, And I envy those who have a life better than mine...